| Posted By |
Message |
bikramaddict
mommy-to-be
Member since 8/06 4376 total posts
Name:
|
Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
This weekend I'm moving into my first house, which I'm very excited about. As I was packing up yesterday, I found my mom's journal, which I was hiding in my dresser so I took it out and started to read it again.
The journal ended with a few entries about how my mom found out her cancer was spreading and how all she ever wanted to do was dance at my wedding (she missed it) and take my kids someday to the nutcracker (a tradition from my own childhood.)
Then I found a note she wrote me a few weeks before she passed about how this "evil poison monster took away her plans to share my life with me."
Especially with this weekend being such a big milestone in my life, I'm just so sad today. 
|
Posted 12/28/06 11:59 AM  |
| |
|
Long Island Weddings
Long Island's Largest Bridal Resource |
twobabies
Praying
Member since 7/05 9662 total posts
Name:
Mrs. Honeybee
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
my mom kept a journal thoughout her entire battle with breast cancer. i just dont have the courage to read it. my mom missed my wedding, and the birth of my children as well. but take joy in knowing she is watching over you everyday and she is in a better place. thats what i have to think of also, when im missing my mom.
|
| Posted 12/28/06 12:17 PM |
| |
|
nylisa
My Children
Member since 5/05 7905 total posts
Name:
MaMa
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
 I am so sorry. I feel the same way everytime my DS does something that I know my mom has missed seeing. 
|
| Posted 12/28/06 12:25 PM |
| |
|
jennifaaaa
Live..Love..Laugh!
Member since 5/05 1207 total posts
Name:
Jenn
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
 I am so sorry!!!
|
| Posted 12/28/06 1:23 PM |
| |
|
anjerandunder
Positive thoughts worked!!!
Member since 6/06 1909 total posts
Name:
J
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
i'm so sorry for you
|
| Posted 12/28/06 2:39 PM |
| |
|
neenie
Member since 5/05 22351 total posts
Name:
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
|
| Posted 12/28/06 4:11 PM |
| |
|
Nicole728
My Happy Girl
Member since 7/06 8198 total posts
Name:
Me
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
|
| Posted 12/28/06 5:11 PM |
| |
|
Gumpslilqtpie
Living the DREAM!!!
Member since 7/06 2646 total posts
Name:
Kimmer
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
|
| Posted 12/28/06 10:08 PM |
| |
|
dooodles
When you wish upon a star
Member since 5/05 11997 total posts
Name:
Because 2 people fell in love
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
|
| Posted 12/29/06 6:51 AM |
| |
|
PupettaBella
LIF Adolescent
Member since 5/05 538 total posts
Name:
Paula
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
We all go through this with every milestone. It truly sucks!
|
| Posted 12/29/06 3:13 PM |
| |
|
mikeswife06
Drama Momma
Member since 9/06 9947 total posts
Name:
Anne
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
|
| Posted 1/3/07 9:24 AM |
| |
|
LBG30
:)
Member since 9/05 3423 total posts
Name:
Noelle
|
Re: Another Bittersweet Time In My Life
I am so sorry! Just always remember she is watching over you everyday
|
| Posted 1/3/07 4:45 PM |
| |
|
