thank you all for your hearts. this year is going to be one of my hardest due to that this is a leap year and would have been our "real" first anniversary i have been having small break downs in the middle of the night to the point of holding his sneakers and lossing it not to help the LIES with my sister i know she has told people about me. and now i am also in a brace for my knee....... i just do not know anymore