so how is everyone feeling??

i was wondering how you girls are doing?
ok i hope!!!

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I am in a funk today. I don't know what's wrong with me. I thought that going to get my progesterone checked and being put on provera today would make me happy, and it did for all of about 5 mins- but now I'm just overwhelmed. I have had a lot of changes in my life since my m/c and I can't find any 'norm' in my routine right now.
I want to get started already and hate that I have another 2 months to wait. Plus we just got back from vacation w/ my family at the end of last week- to disney world of all places (we booked it a year ago) -and it just made me really sad to be there most of the time, thought I loved getting to spend time w/ my niece and nephew and family. It reminded me all that much more about how much we want to be parents. Ugh....
How are you???

Message edited 10/6/2008 8:15:58 PM.

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Deanna, I hope you are doing well during your " month off".

I seem to be having a hard time as my due date rapidly approaches (11/4). Sometimes, it's all I can think about, and honestly, I feel like alot of people dont understand. I can't seem to talk about it to anyone, but on here.

this month will be IUI #4 after my m/c in late April. I've never had to go this far before, and that's kind of messing with me too. I got BFP on the 2nd IUI both times before. So, that's kind of getting to me too.

thankfully, I will be in Florida with my BFF sunning at South Beach during that week, she is a huge distraction and I can't wait to see her and my niece.

sorry to be such a downer, it's just such a hard time now.

you are so sweet to check on everyone! I hope you are well!

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i don't know...

i am in my 2ww now. i had back to back iui's last week. i am analyzing everything and making myself nuts.

i guess i am struggling with this whole infertility thing right now. i think to myself i should already be a mom and my second dd is rapidly approaching. i cant help but be sad about this. having multiple miscarriages or even just one is a life altering event. people dont realize how hurtful it really is. it is hard seeing pregnant people all the time, not that I am not happy for them...I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.

i am trying to remain hopeful, I just know if these IUI's dont work, I am just one step closer to IVF, which is just scary.

Thanks for asking, and I really hope everyone is going okay!

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I hope everyones doing ok...and soon to be doing better those who aren't.

Im stuck. Waiting to see the Dr for my D & C follow up. Still emotional. Still "Feel" PG some days. Still just lost and torn up inside. It is getting easier...but harder in some ways ( see my job post).

Wish I could about it more...not sure anyone wants to listen ya know? Just hard to go back to life as normal.

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Posted by MrsMessina

I am in a funk today. I don't know what's wrong with me. I thought that going to get my progesterone checked and being put on provera today would make me happy, and it did for all of about 5 mins- but now I'm just overwhelmed. I have had a lot of changes in my life since my m/c and I can't find any 'norm' in my routine right now.
I want to get started already and hate that I have another 2 months to wait. Plus we just got back from vacation w/ my family at the end of last week- to disney world of all places (we booked it a year ago) -and it just made me really sad to be there most of the time, thought I loved getting to spend time w/ my niece and nephew and family. It reminded me all that much more about how much we want to be parents. Ugh....
How are you???

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Posted by IrishLass

Deanna, I hope you are doing well during your " month off".

I seem to be having a hard time as my due date rapidly approaches (11/4). Sometimes, it's all I can think about, and honestly, I feel like alot of people dont understand. I can't seem to talk about it to anyone, but on here.

this month will be IUI #4 after my m/c in late April. I've never had to go this far before, and that's kind of messing with me too. I got BFP on the 2nd IUI both times before. So, that's kind of getting to me too.

thankfully, I will be in Florida with my BFF sunning at South Beach during that week, she is a huge distraction and I can't wait to see her and my niece.

sorry to be such a downer, it's just such a hard time now.

you are so sweet to check on everyone! I hope you are well!

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I'm not really sure how I feel or how I should feel.....I have never been through this before. I feel bad complaining or feeling sorry for myself when I miscarried at only 5 wks PG. I know there are so many women on here who were so much further along then me. I'm sure if I didn't have DS I would have taken this much harder than I am, but I look at his beautiful face everyday and that just makes me happy. He is such a silly boy too so that really helps take my mind of the mc. I also just wish I could start trying again right away. That is really frustrating me. I have to go back to Dr on 10/13, then I guess he will tell me when we can start again. When I was there last week he said 2 mos, but I am hoping he means after my next AF.......I feel like I am waisting precious time. Is that stupid?

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i feel like crap :( i really thought i would be pg by now and when i think of how i would have looked by now and i would have known what i was having and feeling him or her move


i have decided if i dont get a BFP this month im going to stop "trying" next month and not keep track of anything... i also love how everyone says ur sooooo fertile after a MC i told one of those people the other day Boy are you wrong

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I'm bummed. I'm still in limbo b/c AF is so irregular it's impossible to track. I just want to try again! I feel like it will help me to move forward, instead of being stuck where I am.

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I feel sad today I got af fourth month ttc after mis and I am out. My cousin and his wife had their baby today and I am so happy for them but sad at the same time. I was supposed to be due 11/18 my dhs bday. We were excited bc there would be two new babies at Christmas . I hopeI get pg by Christmas if not it will be sooooo hard vent over sorry

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Posted by sweetdreamz1181

i feel like crap :( i really thought i would be pg by now and when i think of how i would have looked by now and i would have known what i was having and feeling him or her move


i have decided if i dont get a BFP this month im going to stop "trying" next month and not keep track of anything... i also love how everyone says ur sooooo fertile after a MC i told one of those people the other day Boy are you wrong