first day back to work...

it felt good to be back at work, although it was hard. I wasn't out for very long...only friday afternoon (was testing) monday (was the D&C), and tuesday. The discharge sheet from the hospital said not to work for 48 hrs but i didnt want to use all my days so i sucked it up and went in. DH drove me.

What was so hard about work was that i had no one to talk to. NO ONE knew what i was going through...and for all i know some of my co-workers prob think i wasn't really sick. (since i called out LAST friday too for my first appointment, which was when i found out about the MC). I don't even really know WHY i am posting...i guess just needed to talk to someone other than DH about this.

I am actually in a way okay about not being PG anymore...i mean, i really WANTED to be PG and i was excited about having a november baby....but in many ways it is for the better that things didnt work out just yet. DH and i just bought a house (literally the DAY we found out we were PG) and the new addition of child care costs on top of that was freaking us BOTH out. At least now we will have a little more time to save and be more prepared. Except i KNOW now next time i hear a close friend or family member is pregnant i am going to break! even IF us waiting is for the better.....it will just hurt. I'm sorry....i don't know where i am going with this, just wanted to let it out there!

I am SO happy DH and i are going away soon! i just can't wait to get away and leave this all behind. ANd thank you ladies, for being there to listen and understand.

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