I know its scary but try to relax. I swear its not as bad as you think!! Both of mine went VERY smoothly!!
Its going to be sad, I wont deny that. But honestly, for me, it provided a little closure. ( just a little) knowing that its all over really helps the healing begin. I know what a tough week this had to be for you being in limbo; to me, that part is the WORST
I'll be thinking about you!! If you have any questions at all, please feel free to ask me!!