Dani77
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Member since 7/09 4363 total posts
Name:
Danicia
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It'll be 5 years this Thurs
So my Father's FIVE year is coming up... this Thursday. In early 2005 he was diagnosed with leukemia, and told he had a week to live. After going through chemo, he had 100% perfect blood by the summer. (According to the doc at least) Then in late Oct, it came back, much worse then the first time. On Oct 28th, at 1:43am he passed on.
I miss him more then words. I make sure to go there with DH each birthday, holiday, and anniversary. I clean up the site, plant a new flower, etc, etc.
This year my DH doesn't think he can leave work to go with me. I don't think I can do it on my own... well, with my 8.5 month old DS. The site is in Great Neck... my DH works in Farmingdale. He says he can take an extended lunch, but then he really wont have time to actually eat. Should I still have him come...feeling rushed to get him back to work? Should I say screw his work, family is more importatn..? Or, should I just suck it up and go myself? DH even offered to go this weekend, but I don't like putting it off, even just for a day or two. I miss him too much, and take it hard each oct. ... harder then my siblings. I was the closest with him out of all of us, since I was the youngest, and got to spend more time with him since he was retired when I was 15. I just wish he could have met my DS...  I'm just torn on what to do...
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