So this mornign I was thinking about how great I feel and dont feel hormonal or emotional at all.
This evening I decided to cook and clean--- (so unlike me) and put on a celine dion CD (who I love, and always make me feel calm). Its the all the way CD. I know she wrote some of the songs after she had her baby through IVF. I am now singing and feeling every song and am sitting here bawling.
ETA: I am a glutton for punishment. I am now moving onto the miracle- a celebration of life CD (the one that came with the Anne Geddes book)
I know the feeling....its not fun! That's why I am taking a few month break to feel normal again and then we'll start trying again. GOOD LUCK!!!! It will be worth it at the end.
A little over a month ago I was watching the weekend morning news. I swear, at least half of the weekend female anchors looked preggos... Michelle Charlesworth on WABC and a few others.
I was so thinking I can't even get an update on the events of the world w/o being bombarded by preggos I screamed this and DH came running in from the kitchen and found me on the couch sobbing my eyes out.
I kept thinking it's bad enough seeing preggos everywhere else, now on the news
I feel for you. Sometimes the emotions and frustration just become too much