This will be the 1st Father's Day with out Tom my step father. He was a part of our lives for 20yrs, and now it feels so wierd. We spent a lot of those years not getting along, but when I met my dh everything started to change for us, and we developed a mutual respect. I NEVER would have though getting married and not having him would be so hard and I never thought today would feel so empty I still have my own father and I am greateful. I worry about my mom today........she misses him so much and I know she hides a lot of it from us. I just feel so nothing. I feel nothing right now. Maybe a bubble bath, a glass of wine, and a good cry will help.