Do you remember the user Anonymom? due in July...that is me.
I was leary about posting about my pregnancy *just in case* something went wrong. Well...It did.
I found out at my 12 week appt on monday that the baby didn't have a heartbeat. I had a suspicion a few weeks earlier that things weren't right so even though I was surprised and upset when i heard the news, I wasn't shocked, which has helped tremendously. I had a D&C yesterday and I am feeling pretty good today.
Emotionally I am feeling a lot better than I thought I would. I had a small set back today when I went to get my nails done and my nail girl started harrassing me about when I am going to have another baby and what am I waiting for and so on. Ouch.
Anyway I guess I am posting partially as therapy for me...cause I could always use the hugs, and partially to let anyone out there that is going through this know they aren't alone - because I know it feels pretty lonely at times.
Thanks for listening - and please don't quote in case I decide in a more rational moment to take this down. I want you all to know that I love this forum and really appreciate that I can turn to all of you for support....hugs!!!
(ps...only smiley hugs please...I have SO much in my life to be happy about. Even though this is a sad event...my life is still filled with happiness and joy and a 2 year old that makes me smile!!)
I am glad you decided to share, I always think about that when I try to keep something secret "in case"... If that in case does happen its nice to have friends to help you through.
