scared

So according to the dr, one of my tubes is now open. I should be OV ing in a few days and although I know we should BD, I am scared.
First of all I'm still in pain (internal twinges a week - 10 days post op???) and I think I'm just scraed of the 2WW and facing the disappointment

I'm assuming its normal and I should be thrilled its open and excited to try, but I'm not sure if its my physical being or emotional being I am trying to protect.

thoughts ?

Re: scared

All I can say is try to do things for yourself that you love. Maybe treat yourself to a massage around O time,...so you are relaxed. Enjoy some wine with Dh ?

Just be gentle, and don't put that much pressure on yourself. If you aren't up for it physically this month, there are always future cycles. It's not a one shot deal...

I personally am not fond of the 2ww. I find that to be the most stressful time. Try to keep busy during that time so you don't put as much pressure on yourself.

I hope you start feeling better as O comes and this turns into a beautiful BFP !!!!