So tomorrow is my time to go back to work. I woke up in tears and spent the entire day buying DD's daycare supplies in tears. Everyone keeps telling me that is going to be ok but I feel like my heart is breaking. She's not being watched by family and although I get a good vibe from her babysitter I am still not 100% secure-I fought to get her here healthy and feel like in some way I am letting her down.
many you are NOT letting her down!!!!! you are doing what you have to do and what is best for your family and that's what a good parent does! it's going to take time but it will be ok!
I went through the same thing a few months ago... it was tough in the beginning but eventually you just get into a routine and it does get easier. for you for tomorrow.
Aww sweetie, you are not letting her down....I haven't had to do this but I read on here that it does get easier. I can only imagine how you must feel, I would feel the same way. Get some rest if you can and know that you are doing the right thing.