Feeling down today..

Everytime I go to the doctor, I have a down day. I go into the appointment with so much hope, and then nothing....
I HATE that I don't even really have a chance to TTC because my damn follies won't get any bigger. I know I haven't been at this for very long, but its just so disappointing. Right now I'd be happy with just being able to have a 2WW...

I think I should stop reading the TTC board, because I can't even participate in any discussions. 2WW? Whats that? I never even have had one? Early signs of pregnancy? I don't know? I don't even have a stupid egg to try and fertilize.

I'm sorry for being such a downer. I just wish I would have some sort of progress.

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I feel your pain. I too go on the TTC board and think "huh, I really have nothing to add here--- think I'll just head back the the infertility board".
Pity parties and feeling down are good--- and healthy--- as long as eventually you can pick yourself back out of them and find hope again. I hope this note helps you find hope!

ETA: I'm on my 3rd round of clomid, starting today. My follies aren't growing any bigger either so I'm keeping my fingers crossed!!!

Message edited 10/24/2007 11:23:37 AM.

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I agree about the TTC board...I also feel like I don't have much to add other than a "congrats" when someone gets a BFP.

As far as not having a 2ww...I hear you both on that. It took four months for me to even get to that point, and I'm finally starting my first 2ww tomorrow after todays IUI. All I can say is stick with it, your Doctor WILL find the right combo/dosage for you. It is unbelievably frustrating to go through all this without even getting a chance at the end of it.

Best of luck to you, hope something starts working soon!!!

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Just want to send ya some hugs.

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I know it's really hard to stay positive and it's ok to feel down. Just don't let it overcome you.

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