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Spring Baby06
My two loves
Member since 5/05 3612 total posts
Name: Jillian
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I never do this but...I hate New Years
Tomorrow will be 15 years since I have lost my Mom. I just hate it, I think it's so unfair that I had to lose her at 13 and she didn't get to see all of my milestones, especially my beautiful daughter. I hate not having her here to see her, tell me how much I was like her at her age, help me when I'm stressed, watch her, I just hate it all. I'm feeling so angry. I get like this every single year around the holidays, I always thought it would stop, but it doesn't. I hate that I get mad that she's not here, I still feel alone after 15 years without her. I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks.
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Posted 12/30/08 8:34 PM |
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JodiBabe
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Name: Jodi
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Re: I never do this but...I hate New Years
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Posted 12/30/08 10:49 PM |
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twobabies
Praying
Member since 7/05 9662 total posts
Name: Mrs. Honeybee
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Re: I never do this but...I hate New Years
i lost my mom 13 years ago on january 6th. I could have written your post word for word. fm if you ever need to talk.
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Posted 12/31/08 8:35 AM |
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Faithx2
All good things in 2016!!
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Re: I never do this but...I hate New Years
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Posted 12/31/08 10:47 AM |
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when
Maybe this time?
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Re: I never do this but...I hate New Years
I lost my Mom too so I know how you feel. I also get very angry.
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Posted 12/31/08 10:48 AM |
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nylisa
My Children
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Name: MaMa
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Re: I never do this but...I hate New Years
I lost my mom too and the holidays are always the worse.
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Posted 12/31/08 10:59 AM |
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isabelle2137
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Re: I never do this but...I hate New Years
I understand how you feel. Hang in there
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Posted 12/31/08 11:18 AM |
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LI-Joy
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Re: I never do this but...I hate New Years
I know how you fell. It suks. I lost my mom 21 years ago when I was 19.
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Posted 1/1/09 9:13 PM |
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