I went to erase some old messages and there is the nurse: "I just want to tell you that you have fertilization. 11 out of 13 fertilized, thats a great number to be working with." Not good enough I guess. Neither one of my perfect little 8 cells are with me. This just s u c ks
Thanks guys. I have 4 out of those 11 that made it to freeze. I know I am lucky to have them esp since after my first IVF Dr. K said he thought I would never have any that made it to freeze. But its hard to hear her voice and the optimisim in it and know thats its all turned to cr*p now.
I'm so sorry None of us understands this. But, you do have those 4 (I thought it was only 2...you go girl!).
You will find the strength in a few days to go forward with this. I have stopped thinking back so much these days. Its 2 months later. Feels like a lifetime ago.
I'm so sorry...there is nothing easy about this process. You figure after all this, one little embryo would be good...but it sometimes doesn't work that way. I can only pray that you have success with your FET.
Thanks guys I don't know what I would do with out you all during this time. I do think I needed a good cry about it all. I got that out so hopefully it just gets better from here.