i want to apologize for being a neurotic douche!

okay i posted earlier about getting pos hpts today at 9 dptrigger. i emailed dr b and asked if it could still be the trigger showing up..and he said no. so i am going to do the beta tomorow

this being said i am seeing my shrink tomorrow and seriously gonna discuss my insane poas addiction.
i have been testing out the trigger with cheap ic tests but todays was the same and a couple of them a tiny bit darker than yesterday.
even dh didnt need to squint at my tests lol.
but the last two i took ( i know i knowwww) were completely stark white.

so maybe dr b was wrong and it was still my trigger so .... sorry for getting all worked up crazy like. i swore i would never ever get excited about annnything until i saw a big fat dark bfp again.

oh well i guess i am upping my meds tomorrow lol
ty again everyone! xoxoxox

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i'm still pretty new to this but i would say that if dr. b said it's not still the trigger, then.......you have reason to be excited!! POAS gets the best of most of us--no apologies!! in about 9 days i'll be posting about my POAS adventures i'm sure. good luck with the beta tomorrow!! can't wait for your update!!!!

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im glad you're going for the beta tomorrow. I didnt tell the doc about the positive tests until it was too late- by the time i went for the beta, the test was negative.

that said, do you trust the ICs? I am starting to become wary of them.

you're not at all a neurotic douche and you dont have to apologize for posting about this- i was totally there last month!

here, ill save you 200 bucks. you're a poas addict because its the only control you have in this fuccked up situation. there, there, take another xanax.

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thanks girls just sooo embarrassed!
btw the tests that were obvious were the frers not the ic's.. but like i said the last frer was beyond negative!

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Posted by PennyCat

Posted by prunepie

thanks girls just sooo embarrassed!
btw the tests that were obvious were the frers not the ic's.. but like i said the last frer was beyond negative!

You can't test every time you pee!!! You need the HCG to build up, it's very possible your pee was too diluted when you tested later on!!! When you are testing THIS EARLY it needs to be concentrated!!

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Posted by PennyCat

Posted by prunepie

thanks girls just sooo embarrassed!
btw the tests that were obvious were the frers not the ic's.. but like i said the last frer was beyond negative!

You can't test every time you pee!!! You need the HCG to build up, it's very possible your pee was too diluted when you tested later on!!! When you are testing THIS EARLY it needs to be concentrated!!

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I hope you get great news tomorrow!!!!

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Were those stark white tests at night? Some women get better pee sticks in the AM. I was the opposite and got better positives at night. I hope you get a nice BFP in the AM. Good luck tomorrow!