Im sorry for driving everyone crazy

I know i seem to post the same question over and over. I just dont know what is worse being in the 2ww not knowing if i am pregnant or not or waiting to get your smiley face on OPK. Today is CD21 and still nothing. before my MC i thought i was pretty regular and now it seems to be that i am averaging 33 days. I only have 2 cycles since the start of my MC on Jan. 30, first period after MC was March 1 and then april 3. Is this normal. Im starting to become depressed over the whole process. First pregnancy was a surprize and everyone was so happy and over joyed by the good news. Now i im trying not to obsess over TTC but i feel that i am. I am on my 3rd box of OPK $$$ i guess next month i am going to invest in the CBEFM. I work nites 7 pm to 7 am can this impact when i should be testing. Not getting a smiley is making me think there is something wrong with my body. DH and I have been trying to baby dance at least every other day since the 19th. Dh says to me maybe there is no smiley because you already are pregnant... i doubt this is the case since my period was 3 days with residual spotting that lasted 4 days. I am open to any thoughts anyone might have. Thanks again girls, i feel like this is the only place i can let out my emotions. My friends tell me to relax.. but they dont truly understand how it feels to have lost something that was so fragile and delicate inside you.

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OH hon.. I know..


have you taken a pg test just to see if dh is right? Sometimes you can miss your LH spike and not get that smiley face. Do you normally have 28 day cycles? If so you period might be here in a week if you missed your spike. Why don't you put away the tests and just keep bding every other day? That way you won't miss O if it hasn't happened yet.
Do you have any other symptoms that O happened already? Sore Boobs, Bloating, Swollen boobs, Cramping?

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The only symptoms i have is bloating and extreme hunger and i cant get myself out of bed. The hunger and inability to get out of bed i am resulting to the depressed mood i have been in. My cycles havent been exactly regular since my mc so we shall see. Thanks for the support

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You are not driving us crazy!!!

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I am sorry you are going through this. After my second m/c my cycles became very irregular, after 6 months I went to my obgyn, she did some tests and wanted to put me on clomid, I decided it was time to goto an RE (we were trying for over a year and had 2 m/c's) The RE discovered I had a thyroid problem and some other things going on. So my suggestion to you is that if you are worried that your cycle is irregular, go to the dr.