It's not on purpose but I feel like there is no excitment to anything without the baby I was supposed to have by now. (She would've been 6 months right now). I am not in the Christmas spirit, I don't even want a tree and I try to mask the real reason from everyone but the truth is I just don't care about any of it and I think it's because of this baby issue
And no one will ever understand this besides you & your DH. You have a right to feel this way- especially since it is a feeling that just wont go away.
I have no advice, but all I can offer are and that you will be ablt to put aside these feelings and enjoy the holidays with your family. I know this is rough for you.
I can understand. I was suppose to tell our family for Thanksgiving that we were pregnant. I was soo bummed that insted I told them we had a misscarriage. It's hard, but I try not to focus on it or I get into a deeper depression. I just focus on getting healthy and in a few cysles trying again.
