Another woman in Jon Gosselin's life is speaking out – and this one says she fears for his life.

The Gosselin's former nanny, Stephanie Santoro, has become the latest to take to the airwaves and reveal her side of the Gosselin affair, reports RadarOnline.com.

Santoro says that Gosselin isn't just having a hard time dealing with the fame, at times he's been practically suicidal and Santoro fears for his life if Glassman were to leave for good.

"He said he was going to kill himself," Santoro tells RadarOnline. "[He said] that he couldn't handle it anymore. That his kids would be better taken care of by Kate if he wasn't around."

Santoro's announcement comes just days after a tearful Hailey Glassman appeared on "The Insider" to say that Gosselin was emotionally abusive. Santoro went on to say that when Jon and Kate first broke up, Jon "said that he'd just sit there and ask ‘Why? Why? Why?' and just sat there and cried. And he didn't understand… It's like he can't handle somebody leaving him."

At the same time, Gosselin seems desperate to rectify his public image. He released a statement saying he's been meeting with Rabbi Shumley Boteach for spiritual counseling and is supposedly trying to win Glassman back, reports People.com.

"My girlfriend, Hailey Glassman, has paid a significant price to live under such a media microscope," Gosselin told "The Insider."

The father of eight also stated that he regrets "any pain" that his actions have caused as Glassman "has selflessly born the pressures I have endured under the media glare," reports People.com. Gosselin says he is now committed to making things right with Glassman, his estranged wife, Kate and of course, his eight children.

"I ask you to please give me the opportunity to prove myself," Gosselin concluded.

On Sunday, Gosselin is expected to speak at New York's West Side Synagogue, after being encouraged by Rabbi Boteach. The reality TV dad released a statement Thursday explaining he wanted to publicly apologize for his recent behavior.



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