I started TTC a while ago and the length of time never really hit me till today when I saw a girl that started TTC the same I was and she is DUE at the end of Dec. Her baby will be here in a weeks and I have yet to get a normal dam n cycle.
The Met is just making sick. If Im not in the bathroom 2 or 3xs a day, I have the worst stomach cramps. I have changed my diet and it helped some but I am still adjusting to them and I know that one day I can take them and not worry about the side effects but that one day is ways away.
Now our Ins is going to end and we have a month or so till the new one picks us up .
Im having a hard time staying positive in this. Sometimes I just want to throw in the towel. Today is def one of those days.
Sorry to drag down the day but I just needed to vent. DH is great but he just don't get it.
I'm so sorry, I know how you feel. And it all seems worse with Met tummy. The stomachaches WILL go away though! Immodium has gotten me through a lot, its my best friend sometimes!
Its so hard I know...I think this is the right place to vent b/c we all understand pretty much what youre going through....whether some of us are in our first month trying or our 30th month...we all share the same frustration of wanting to conceive.....
Hang in there babe and take it one day at a time.....
So sorry you are feeling so down. And I am sure the Met belly only makes things worse. But it will get better . Your body will adjust to the Met and will hopefully start working correctly. Before you know it you will be the one getting ready to deliver. Just stay on top of things. Ask your doctor lots of questions. Like when s/he plans on adding Clomid to the Met if Met alone doesn't work. I am assuming you have PCOS since you are on Met. And there are lots of pcos mommies and mommies to be. You will be one of them soon. hang in there
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that it all works out for you.
