pissed off....again

I just need to vent. This was our 4th month TTC baby #2 and my period is due around saturday and I already saw some spotting tonight. I'm just so sick of this. I don't know how much more disappointment I can take. And if my period is coming, i'd rather it just come then spot here & there and then give me false hope for a day or two and then I have to go through the disappointment again when it actually comes.

This sucks.

And if i hear one more person say "relax" "have fun with it" "what is the rush" i'm going to punch them. If anyone thinks TTC is fun and relaxing, they are clearly delusional and have not gone through this.

Ok, thanks for letting me vent.

pissed off....again

Aww, Dana. I'm sorry for how you are feeling! I won't say relax or have fun because I haven't relaxed in like 20 years lol. There's probably not much I can say to make you feel better except that I totally hear you and I really wish you the absolute best. HUGS.