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So, this morning I had a pity party for myself... (sorry, I need to vent)
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LIPrincess
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So, this morning I had a pity party for myself... (sorry, I need to vent)
I went to EC on Thurs and there were two follies one at 11 and one at 11.5, I am still using my CBFM so yesterday on CD11 I get a peak which is very rare for me but I figured maybe because I was on femara my monitor read wrong. I go in today for my monitoring and now my follies are 8 and 8.5, so I asked the dr did I ovulate? Could it be that I am not ovulating this month? I want answers, he tells me that this mornings blood test will tell us more. I cried (which I have been trying not to do) all the way home from exit 48 to exit 62. I keep asking myself why I am putting myself through this? I have one test I want performed which didnt get done, and thats to see if I "kill" my dh's sperm and if not, I really want to walk away from the drs and just try naturally and see what happens. I asked my dh what I could've done in my life for this to be happening to me.
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Posted 6/10/06 12:05 PM  |
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rose825
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Re: So, this morning I had a pity party for myself... (sorry, I need to vent)
you are not alone. we have all been in your shoes at one point or another. This is the biggest roller coaster ride I have been on, and there are some horrible low points.
Be assertive with your doctor and get some answers!!!
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| Posted 6/10/06 12:24 PM |
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Phyl
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Re: So, this morning I had a pity party for myself... (sorry, I need to vent)
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| Posted 6/10/06 3:05 PM |
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Gertyrae
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Re: So, this morning I had a pity party for myself... (sorry, I need to vent)
I am so sorry...please don't beat yourself up. It's not something you did, it's just something about your body that's a little different. I went through this myself and I can only offer you  to help you through.
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| Posted 6/10/06 4:13 PM |
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juju
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Re: So, this morning I had a pity party for myself... (sorry, I need to vent)
Posted by LIPrincess
I asked my dh what I could've done in my life for this to be happening to me.
I often ask this question and always ask God for forgiveness. I don't understand either.
But, I do know that that infertility has brought me closer to my DH. It has also empowered me with dealing with doctors. Hopefully, I am able to help other women deal with theirs.
YOu are not alone. I hope you feel better! I wish you tons of   
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| Posted 6/12/06 10:17 AM |
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