this weekend and this morning are turning out to be
real hard for me in front of krys i am holding it together because she is finally starting her grieving yesterday i went to my mom's for breakfast and i took somemore things from her house to bring home. well as this morning i was going through the stuff i found a necklace that had come from someplace that keith had ordered before all it happen and it was a dove with the wheat stem on on side and on the other his favorite sign, the yin yang then i also found print outs of the day by day that ron had posted man i just wish this would get easier but it's not it's getting harder i am sorry guys i have not been posting but i have been just trying to keep myself buzy and next week i will be working at the brookhaven camp(my old camps sister camp) i just hope i am ready for it. we will see. then on the weekends i will be working at the atlatis aqurium doing airbrushing tats. so i will be very buzy for the summer. i am hopeing to save up money enough to hold a g2g here at the house. ok enough of my rambling, i just needed to get this out. thanks for listening yet again.