this whole process just feels so surreal...

today i feel like this whole process has been so surreal! to just think a year ago i was just getting married and had no ideas of being a mommy just yet and now i i have all the baby clothes in the closet that i look at everyday, her bassinet and changing table are all ready and set up just waiting for her to come home. but lastnight i had this EXTREMELY vivid dream in color seeing her face and being her mommy it was just so werid to think that in just a few weeks she really WILL BE HERE!!!!!!! its just so amazing how much my life has changed in just a year im so greatful to have all the things in my life and i just felt like being sappy!

ok thanks for listening carry on!

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awww...

it is surreal in many ways.

the other nite i had a dream too...i can see my little boy laying in our guest room (that will be his nursery) and he was in the middle of the bed, all swaddled up and figeting. just laying in a big bed. I come in to comfort him and say "yes..i know..mommy has to get you a crib.." as if he had come early and we werent ready for him.

***??? it was weird. but he had dark hair and dark eyes. blew me away..

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Awwwwwwwww...that's so sweet!!!
Our lives are definitely changing and for the better IMO!!!

Re: this whole process just feels so surreal...