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jbd2012
LIF Infant
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To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
Hello my little heart, today I found out, that you won't be coming home to me just yet, another failed IVF. but I just want you to know, that I won't give up on you. I know this journey is long, and bumpy. I've lived it once already, with your big brother, and he was worth every single needle prick, every single tear, and I know in my heart that you are too. I know God, has you safe, and is just waiting for the right time, whenever that may be. And though I know this, it doesn't stop my heart from aching any less my sweet little one, and it's not because your big brother isn't enough, or that I don't appreciate what I already have, because I honestly believe that moms who must endure what we do, have a special kind of love for their children, that no one else can ever understand. I just want our little family to be complete, and you sweet little one, wherever you are, will make us complete. I pray every day for God to bless us with you. And not one day goes by that I don't think of you, the possibility of you.
Praying someone here got their BFP today <3
I know I'm not on here much, its honestly too painful sometimes.
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Re: To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
  that was beautiful. Don't give up!
There are women that become mothers without effort, without thought, without patience or loss and though they are good mothers and love their children, I know that I will be better.
I will be better not because of genetics, or money or that I have read more books,…
but because I have struggled and toiled for this child.
I have longed and waited. I have cried and prayed.
I have endured and planned over and over again.
Like most things in life, the people who truly have appreciation are those who have struggled to attain their dreams.
I will notice everything about my child.
I will take time to watch my child sleep, explore and discover. I will marvel at this miracle every day for the rest of my life.
I will be happy when I wake in the middle of the night to the sound of my child, knowing that I can comfort, hold and feed him and that I am not waking to take another temperature, pop another pill, take another shot or cry tears of a broken dream. My dream will be crying for me.
I count myself lucky in this sense; that God has given me this insight, this special vision with which I will look upon my child that my friends will not see.
Whether I parent a child I actually give birth to or a child that God leads me to, I will not be careless with my love.
I will be a better mother for all that I have endured. I am a better wife, a better aunt, a better daughter, neighbor, friend and sister because I have known pain.
I know disillusionment as I have been betrayed by my own body, I have been tried by fire and hell many never face, yet given time, I stood tall.
I have prevailed.
I have succeeded.
I have won.
So now, when others hurt around me, I do not run from their pain in order to save myself discomfort. I see it, mourn it, and join them in theirs.
I listen.
And even though I cannot make it better, I can make it less lonely. I have learned the immerse power of another hand holding tight to mine, of other eyes that moisten as they learn to accept the harsh truth and when life is beyond hard. I have learned a compassion that only comes with walking in those shoes.
I have learned to appreciate life.
Yes I will be a wonderful mother.
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TyReseGreen
Lil Prince is here
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jbd2012
LIF Infant
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To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
Yes you will be a wonderful mother ????????
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| Posted 1/27/15 8:07 AM |
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jbd2012
LIF Infant
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To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
I put hearts and it came up question marks. Sending lots of love to all of us today
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| Posted 1/27/15 8:07 AM |
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Gratitude
LIF Infant
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Re: To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
I'm so sorry.
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| Posted 1/27/15 9:44 AM |
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Js2014
LIF Infant
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Re: To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
I'm sorry
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LoveMyBaby
LIF Infant
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nycgirl
Angels!
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Re: To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
Beautiful... And yes, worth every tear, every disappointment & every stick along the way!
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| Posted 1/27/15 10:13 AM |
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hoping2013
LIF Toddler
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Re: To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
Yes and yes. I feel every word. Thank you.
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| Posted 1/27/15 11:35 AM |
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Hope2009
Thankful
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To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
You've put your emotions out there and many of them I own myself. Prayers to you!
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08BabySurprise
My Life. My Everything.
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Re: To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
So very beautiful.
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| Posted 1/27/15 2:22 PM |
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babyfever24
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ready2go
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Re: To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
Hang in there
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| Posted 1/27/15 7:05 PM |
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jbd2012
LIF Infant
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To my little baby dust...wherever you may be
Thanks ladies...my love and prayers are for all of you as well.
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| Posted 1/27/15 7:09 PM |
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