You wouldn't believe what I just did......

My DH and I are planning to TTC beginning next month. However, we werent that careful this month. So although I know the chances of me being PG this month would be very very slim.....the excitement and anxiety of the possibility of the what if....is an extraordinary feeling.

Sometimes when I read the posts on this board I get overly anxious and symptoms that some ladies say that had before they got their BFP I imagine my symptoms to be the same.

This past week I have been having very dull cramping which was unusual for me. So I tried to make myself believe that maybe they were implantation cramps.

Anyhow, I just walked around to 3 local drug stores and acted as if I was buying feminine products...when in reality I was staring at all of the HPT and trying to convince myself whether or not to buy them. I didnt buy anything in all 3 stores. I know this is so stupid. But can you imagine going to 3 stores and staring at HPT trying to decide whether or not to buy one?

I didnt want to waste the money when I know there is very little chance of me being PG this month. But the slight symptoms makes me so eager to test. But I was able to contain myself and come back home.

AF is due on Friday. So we will see what happens.

If this is just the start, I can only imagine the torture I am going to put myself through in the upcoming months.

Re: You wouldn't believe what I just did......

Oh, it gets worse! You will look at your bank account and wonder- where did all the money go! Thank God for dollar tests!

Re: You wouldn't believe what I just did......

Posted by CkGm

Oh, it gets worse! You will look at your bank account and wonder- where did all the money go! Thank God for dollar tests!

Re: You wouldn't believe what I just did......

Yes good luck! I was a testoholic. I bought internet cheapies - LOTS of them!!

Good luck