Yesterday

January 16th 2 years ago. we went to see my mom's doctor because she seemed to be excessively sick from her treatments. she wound up in the hospital that night and never came out again. She died exactely a month later I made her go to the doctor that day too and I always hate myself for making her go. She knew if she went she wouldn't come home. She even said that. This is going to be a hard month I can tell already. I think I dealt better with it last year. Why is it getting harder not easier?? Sorry needed to vent.

Re: Yesterday

im sorry for your loss. my story is actually very similar. my mom died 11 years ago on january 6th. she had breast cancer and exactly 5 years later it returned full force. she was admitted to the hospital for complications and she also knew she would never be returning home. so i know how you feel. fm me anytime you want to talk.