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rose825
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I dont even get...
to wait till beta. AF is here How the heck could she start with all that progesterone I have been shooting in my azz?????
I a OK though. I am moving on to plan B (whatever that might be) and have a consult with my doctor set up for Monday.
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dm24angel
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Re: I dont even get...
OMG 
Pauline Im so so sorry. This time I really dont know what to say other then I'm here for you, and I will help you , and listen or do anything you need to help you move on.
YOU will get through this.
You still sound positive in a way and I think thats incredible. You are a strong strong women.
Im so sorry it failed
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| Posted 1/18/06 7:58 PM |
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CookiePuss
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Pauline - I'm so sorry.
As Donna said, you are an incredibly strong woman and an inspiration.
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| Posted 1/18/06 8:11 PM |
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kat813
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I am so sorry
Stay strong and I will be  for you. Good luck on Monday.
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| Posted 1/18/06 8:27 PM |
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Gertyrae
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Re: I dont even get...
I am so sorry I can't believe you have to go through more of this....I wish you a lot of luck at your consultation on Monday.
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| Posted 1/18/06 8:36 PM |
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dooodles
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Pauline,
I am so sorry to hear this month was not it for you. I agree with Donna in that you sound positive for next month and the next step.
Wishing you lots and lots of baby dust!
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| Posted 1/18/06 9:22 PM |
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rose825
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Re: I dont even get...
You know I think the hardest part for me is that this is a failure. If you knew more about who I am, you would know that I am an overachiever. I have to do everything right, everything perfect, and everything better than anyone else. So to not be able to do this and then to fail at something that is supposed to be so successful is hard for me.
For some reason, I am OK though. So much better than I thought I would be. Like I said, I was a wreck on Sunday. But like all of you do, I have to pull myself out of the funk that is so easy to fall into and go forward. I know I will get PG one day. We all will!!! For some reason now is just not my time.
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| Posted 1/18/06 9:41 PM |
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LisaW
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Pauline, I am so sorry...
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| Posted 1/18/06 10:15 PM |
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redstar
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Re: I dont even get...
The cycle may have failed but Pauline you haven't. You can't fail at something you have no control over. You have succeeded in not letting this horrible obstacle stand in your way. You have continued to stay determined, and focused on the next step. You are strong and brave , and with that, you won't fail.
Like the girls have said, you are an inspiration. You are a mother who loves her son so much that you are doing whatever it takes to give him a sibling. That my dear, is heroic ...!
Message edited 1/19/2006 12:50:15 AM.
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Bran-loves-Tom
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rose825
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Re: I dont even get...
Posted by redstar
The cycle may have failed but Pauline you haven't. You can't fail at something you have no control over. You have succeeded in not letting this horrible obstacle stand in your way. You have continued to stay determined, and focused on the next step. You are strong and brave , and with that, you won't fail.
Like the girls have said, you are an inspiration. You are a mother who loves her son so much that you are doing whatever it takes to give him a sibling. That my dear, is heroic ...!
thank you for saying this.
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| Posted 1/19/06 6:49 AM |
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Diane
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Im so sorry Pauline......
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| Posted 1/19/06 7:11 AM |
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Donna
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I'm sorry Pauline
Like Michelle said, we have no control over any of this and you did not fail at anything!!!!
You sound very positive and use that to your advantage - take this time for yourself, do something that you wouldn't be able to do if you did get that BFP, how about you & DH and champagne and a hot tub?? 
I'm here if you need anything
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| Posted 1/19/06 8:36 AM |
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karacg
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Re: I dont even get...
Ahhh Pauline
Looks like you and I are cycle buddies...
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| Posted 1/19/06 10:10 AM |
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MrsJ
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Oh God  I'm so sorry Pauline!
I've been following you along here and I was SO hoping this was going to be it for you.
Damn damn AF. I'm sorry
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| Posted 1/19/06 12:22 PM |
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rose825
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Re: I dont even get...
So my doctor called me himself to tell me my beta results. I said to him before he said anything "so they broke out the big guns to tell me it was negative". This is so crazy you might as well laugh. He told me to make an appt with him and I told him I already did and would see him Monday!!!
After some rice pudding, taco bell, and alcohol (and maybe some puking from all that) tonight my azz will be at the gym tomorrow. I would like to lose at least 15 pounds before my next procedure.
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CookiePuss
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Re: I dont even get...
Pauline - You have such a great attitude and are truly a woman to be looked up to.
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