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dm24angel
Happiness
Member since 5/05 34581 total posts
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Donna
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12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
and every year now that the rawness has passed and the shock worn off I spend trying to find a way to remember her and do her memory justice and yet I never know how.
Now that I have my son, I know what could have been and it threatens to tear a hole inmy heart so I push those thought away best I can.
Once again I'm pregnant on this day and overwhelming fear consumes me as Im afraid to even move an inch today and have the same fate.
Overall I just want to curse, curse someone for making this my life, and for having to deal with this day every year , but I know How many people have faced this, how many more and so I try to be strong instead....realize there is a reason for everything, we are given only what we can handle and try to keep the sadness at bay best I can.
No real reason for posting this, just getting it out. Thanks for reading.
RIP My baby Angel Noelle
Born Still
06-03-97
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
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| Posted 6/3/09 9:30 AM |
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mommy2devin
2 Boys, I need calgon!
Member since 10/07 1572 total posts
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Shannon
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
I'm so sorry, Donna. I can't imagine. Know that you have a very special angel watching over you, your son and your babies on the way!
Rest in peace sweet baby girl!
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| Posted 6/3/09 10:20 AM |
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Sassyz75
Turning a new page
Member since 5/05 9731 total posts
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Dina
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
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| Posted 6/3/09 12:22 PM |
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dooodles
When you wish upon a star
Member since 5/05 11997 total posts
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Because 2 people fell in love
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
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| Posted 6/3/09 1:14 PM |
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
Oh Donna, I'm so sorry.
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| Posted 6/3/09 3:51 PM |
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mcd01
Life is good : )
Member since 3/09 1932 total posts
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Melissa
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
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| Posted 6/3/09 7:38 PM |
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mikeswife06
Drama Momma
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Anne
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
I am so sorry
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| Posted 6/3/09 8:59 PM |
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luvsbob4603
To a healthy 2013
Member since 5/05 21840 total posts
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To a brand new year to a healthier me
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
 I'm so sorry Donna!! God bless your little angel in heaven Noelle!!
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| Posted 6/4/09 10:10 PM |
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ABCiverson
<3 my family
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Amanda
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
Caleb's 4 year angelversery just passed and it just doen't seem any easier
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| Posted 6/5/09 2:58 PM |
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annabegins
LIF Infant
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
I'm very sorry.
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| Posted 6/6/09 6:33 PM |
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Phyl
R.I.P. Sweet Mia ♥
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
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| Posted 6/6/09 9:14 PM |
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JodiBabe
Married for 9 yrs!!!!!!
Member since 5/05 6672 total posts
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Jodi
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
I just saw this and wanted to let you know how very sorry I am for you. No Mommy should have to have a little angel.
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| Posted 6/9/09 10:53 AM |
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4monkeys
boys will be boys =)
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
many hugs to you, Donna 
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| Posted 6/17/09 9:02 PM |
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hbugal
Lesigh
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
I just $ucks doesnt it...
16 years later and I still miss them everyday. Still wonder what they would have been like etc...
Maybe as Noah and your new little ones get older and they contribute to the day it will get easier...I know it did for me...
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| Posted 6/22/09 8:19 AM |
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TheWalshs
LIF Infant
Member since 12/05 143 total posts
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Nicole
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Re: 12 years ago today I lost my baby girl
I am so sorry...i learn that you will never learn as to "why" these thing happen but try to focus on the blessings you do have.
It has been almost 8 months since we lost our son and i dread everyday that 1st of November to come.
Consider yourself a strong woman and wonderful mother to keep your son's blessings and honor him for these 12 years. He is watching over you proudly!
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| Posted 6/24/09 8:36 AM |
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