Well the good news is that my HCG test is one day earlier that I thought - so its 2morrow rather than Wed. Bad news is I dont think I can even wait that long lol!! Im obsessed and that's all I can think about! I keep preparing for the worst, but dont want to jinx it being negative. I know you all know how this feels - which is why I love these boards
This will be our last try - even though Dr. B told me at the apt that he thinks im quitting too early - he may be right, but all my costs are out of pocket and Ive already spent almost my annual salary on this so far! I work in social services so need I say more? Hate that this ends up being a financial issue when it something so important. But it such a crap shoot for so much money! Next step will be a surragate - which we have all lined up and ready to go. That is a blessing in itself, but of course I want the full experience. Anyway I just hope it all works out so I dont have to worry! Thanks for listening and I'll keep ya all posted tomorrow - hope its good news to share!!!
and I'll keep ya all posted tomorrow - hope its good news to share!!!
