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MrsM0829
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Devastated
The bleeding has just been getting steadily heavier since yesterday. AF has always been heavy for me and this is as heavy or heavier than that. I had blood drawn for the Beta this morning. Just waiting to find out if it was a BFN or a chemical.
At work trying to keep the tears in check, but I'm shattered.
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MrsM429
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Re: Devastated
I'm so sorry 
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| Posted 2/28/14 10:16 AM |
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hazel2
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Re: Devastated
This wait for the phone call is the worst I'm sorry.. try to hang in there and keep your chin up. I know it's sooo hard. Sending positive thoughts your way!
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| Posted 2/28/14 10:23 AM |
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PhyllisNJoe
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Re: Devastated
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MrsGoldie
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Re: Devastated
I'm so sorry 
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| Posted 2/28/14 10:31 AM |
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ready2go
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Re: Devastated
I am so sorry.....so many of us have been there and our hearts break for you. There are no words to make you feel better, just know that you are not alone.
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| Posted 2/28/14 10:35 AM |
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Lillies
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Re: Devastated
I am so sorry
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| Posted 2/28/14 10:42 AM |
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MrsB612
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Re: Devastated
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| Posted 2/28/14 2:07 PM |
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08BabySurprise
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Re: Devastated
Oh I am so so sorry. There are no words.
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| Posted 2/28/14 2:11 PM |
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hoping2013
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Devastated
I completely understand :(
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| Posted 2/28/14 4:03 PM |
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MrsM0829
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Devastated
Just spoke with a nurse at my OB's office (RE was too far to get to for a blood test). Hcg is only 34 and progesterone is 3.2. They want to draw more blood on Monday to confirm that it's a chemical. Thanks for all of your kind words and support.
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| Posted 2/28/14 4:21 PM |
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Hope2009
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Re: Devastated
I'm so very sorry
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| Posted 2/28/14 4:54 PM |
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Michelle1110
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Re: Devastated
Posted by MrsM0829
Just spoke with a nurse at my OB's office (RE was too far to get to for a blood test). Hcg is only 34 and progesterone is 3.2. They want to draw more blood on Monday to confirm that it's a chemical. Thanks for all of your kind words and support.
I'm sorry :( having been in beta hell twice, my prog was always low as well. Next cycle ask for PIO - the ass shots. So much better than the suppositories.
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| Posted 2/28/14 5:18 PM |
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MrsM0829
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Devastated
I would have done the PIO except that DH wouldn't be here every day to do the shots and I thought trying to give myself a shot in the butt may require more bendiness than I can manage. Lol
So I emailed the RE about the results and bleeding and she's all over the place. Based on the bleeding, she said I'm probably able to stop the Crinone but then she says that 34 isn't that low so she's surprised. So I said then why don't I just stay on it until after the blood test on Monday. Her response was "I hear ya. Just stay on it." I'm even more confused now.
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| Posted 2/28/14 6:30 PM |
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hazel2
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Re: Devastated
My 1st beta was a 7 but I wasn't bleeding ....I'm so sorry again. This waiting is torturous
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| Posted 2/28/14 9:47 PM |
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babydreams21
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Devastated
So sorry. 34 isn't that low. My chemicals were at 5 and 8. But the bleeding doesn't sound good. Uhhh IF is so terrible and unfair.
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| Posted 2/28/14 9:52 PM |
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MrsM0829
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Devastated
Thanks, everyone. I don't have many people who truly understand what I'm going through. It really helps to be able to share with people who are also on this awful IF journey. I'm afraid to get my hopes up, but trying to keep the faith. I just have a hard time believing that a little embie could survive with this much bleeding.
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| Posted 2/28/14 10:14 PM |
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Beachbaby2014
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Re: Devastated
im going through this same thing right now...my beta on 10- 12dpo (not sure which)was a 22.50 but i have been bleeding too, i will pray for stickyvibes for us both. Hang in there
btw waiting untill monday for the second beta results is torture
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| Posted 3/1/14 6:26 AM |
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hoping2013
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Re: Devastated
Posted by MrsM0829
Thanks, everyone. I don't have many people who truly understand what I'm going through. It really helps to be able to share with people who are also on this awful IF journey. I'm afraid to get my hopes up, but trying to keep the faith. I just have a hard time believing that a little embie could survive with this much bleeding.
I am so sorry this is happening to you. I am in the same boat and woke up today wondering should I hang onto that tiny bit of hope also. What a head game all of this is.
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| Posted 3/1/14 7:27 AM |
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MrsM0829
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Devastated
I spoke with the RE this morning about the progesterone. She said the acceptable levels on Crinone are lower but if I want to increase the dose I can. Bear in mind, this is the same dr who told me I could probably stop the meds because the bleeding was indicative of losing the pregnancy. Obviously, I'll be thrilled if the initial diagnosis that it's a chemical is wrong, but I'm afraid to get my hopes up, just to have them crushed again.
Beach baby and Hoping, I'm praying for you, as well!!!!
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| Posted 3/1/14 8:51 AM |
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babyfever24
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Re: Devastated
So sorry
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