I've decided I'm not going back to work.

Ok, that's not really true, but I wish I could just not go back. I'm having too much fun being home with Ava It's the hardest job I've ever had to do being home with her, but it's the BEST job I've ever had. How am I going to deal with being away from her all day? I went back to work last year when she was three months old, and it seemed so much easier because she would cry all the time and need to be held all day, but now, she's running around and singing and saying I love you. How do you leave that? I know I'll be excited once I get back into my routine, but I'm just going to miss her so much. I love my job, too, so I don't think I'd really be happy staying home, but lately I wish I could just go on the days I wanted to

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I could have written this post myself. I am so not ready to leave James! I had so much fun with him this summer. I keep telling myself I am lucky I had the summer off, but I am still dreading it. I think once I am back in the swing of things, I will be fine. At least I hope so!!

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I'm with you ladies... I'm going back after being home with DD for 4 1/2 months. I am enjoying it too much and very sad that I have to go back so soon. I wish I could stay home longer, but its just not an option.

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to you girls, too.
I had a taste of what my days will be like today. I went to work all day to set up my classroom and then JT dropped her off on his way to work. We went to the mall, then came home and hung out and played, and it was actually really nice to enjoy every second with her. Selfishly, I tried to keep her up late to snuggle with her more, but she kept asking for night, night, so I had to put her down for bed