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MetsGirl07
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Member since 12/07 16202 total posts
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Deanna
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its neverending.. nightmares...
i swear.. sometimes i feel like i am being haunted .. like a cruel joke is being played on me..
to this day i STILL will have nightmares about my loss..
to every little detail and everything..
the hospital stay and how terrifying it was..  and just the "feeling" of the baby passing through my body.. i feel once that happens i wake up and feel a twinge in my body like its happening that very moment i am tearing up just thinking about it..
all i want to do is just forget , and just remember the JOY of my pregnancy.. NOT the labor, or the delivery.. you dont hear that often
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Posted 11/20/08 11:44 AM  |
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jam11308
Member since 11/07 7273 total posts
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
Oh De, I'm so sorry 
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| Posted 11/20/08 11:51 AM |
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maybeamommy
Blessed beyond belief
Member since 10/07 17048 total posts
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
De I love you sweetie!
I don't have the right words to say.. I wish I did.
But we are here for you and love you very much! 
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| Posted 11/20/08 11:52 AM |
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conigs25
So in love with this kid!
Member since 5/06 11197 total posts
Name:
Michele
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
I know how you feel. I still wake up and say, "omg this REALLY happened"
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| Posted 11/20/08 12:09 PM |
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WhitneyL
LIF Adolescent
Member since 10/07 645 total posts
Name:
Whitney
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
no words...just hugs...
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| Posted 11/20/08 12:44 PM |
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IrishLasss334
I'll be there soon!
Member since 1/08 6549 total posts
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Patty
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
Deanna, I'm so sorry! I thought I was the only one, I guess not. As I approach IVF, I'm not sleeping well and the nightmares are terrible.
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| Posted 11/20/08 2:06 PM |
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QuackQuack
LIF Adolescent
Member since 12/06 572 total posts
Name:
Chrissy
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
I wish I had words, but I don't, so I will start with hugs 
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| Posted 11/20/08 2:33 PM |
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MetsGirl07
LIF O2 Vendor
Member since 12/07 16202 total posts
Name:
Deanna
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
Posted by IrishLass
Deanna, I'm so sorry! I thought I was the only one, I guess not. As I approach IVF, I'm not sleeping well and the nightmares are terrible.
yea i thought i was the only one too... it just doesnt go away.. i hate that this happens!
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| Posted 11/20/08 2:52 PM |
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IrishLasss334
I'll be there soon!
Member since 1/08 6549 total posts
Name:
Patty
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
Posted by MetsGirl07
Posted by IrishLass
Deanna, I'm so sorry! I thought I was the only one, I guess not. As I approach IVF, I'm not sleeping well and the nightmares are terrible.
yea i thought i was the only one too... it just doesnt go away.. i hate that this happens!
I can get to sleep, but I don't stay that way. Thank God for TIVO, 2-4 am is when I catch up on my stuff that DH would never watch...Food Network, HGTV, 90210, you know, the girly stuff.
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| Posted 11/20/08 2:59 PM |
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lolipep
My prayers have been answered
Member since 10/08 3642 total posts
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Lori
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
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| Posted 11/20/08 3:04 PM |
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MetsGirl07
LIF O2 Vendor
Member since 12/07 16202 total posts
Name:
Deanna
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
Posted by IrishLass
Posted by MetsGirl07
Posted by IrishLass
Deanna, I'm so sorry! I thought I was the only one, I guess not. As I approach IVF, I'm not sleeping well and the nightmares are terrible.
yea i thought i was the only one too... it just doesnt go away.. i hate that this happens!
I can get to sleep, but I don't stay that way. Thank God for TIVO, 2-4 am is when I catch up on my stuff that DH would never watch...Food Network, HGTV, 90210, you know, the girly stuff.
yea same here..
i fall asleep fine.. but then somewhere in the middle of the night it just happens.. and i dont even think about it going to bed.. so it just kills me
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| Posted 11/20/08 3:19 PM |
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LemonHead
Sour Girl
Member since 3/08 5271 total posts
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
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| Posted 11/20/08 3:44 PM |
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Dani922
Here's to new beginnings
Member since 10/07 7260 total posts
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Danielle
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
I am so sorry. I had nightmares for a while after my miscarriage too & they were just so awful. I wish I could offer more than just some .
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| Posted 11/20/08 4:21 PM |
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QueSeraSera
Sugar & Spice
Member since 7/08 1351 total posts
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Liz
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
I'm sorry you are having such a rough time. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better....but I know there just isn't.
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| Posted 11/20/08 5:18 PM |
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TaraHutch
True beauty
Member since 10/07 9888 total posts
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Tara
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
oh my gosh, D....I am soooo sorry you're so haunted by this.
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| Posted 11/20/08 6:44 PM |
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timanda
Puppy Love
Member since 6/08 1627 total posts
Name:
Amanda
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
That is just so heartbreaking. I know I don't know you, but I can't wait to read about the BFP that you WILL get soon. I am so sorry about what you went through - and continue to go through.
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| Posted 11/20/08 9:45 PM |
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IrishLasss334
I'll be there soon!
Member since 1/08 6549 total posts
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Patty
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Re: its neverending.. nightmares...
Deanna,
I was thinking of you last night, hope your night was better.
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| Posted 11/21/08 8:31 AM |
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Phyl
R.I.P. Sweet Mia ♥
Member since 5/06 28918 total posts
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The Mystical Azzhorse! ™
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