had a hard time this weekend

well my niece and her parents friends baby which is also my DH and I friends were together for the first time this weekend... we put them next to each other to take cute pics and everyone is laughing and having a good time... but it hurt me so much knowing that i should have had a 3 month old there in the pics with them ... i had tears streaming down all day and i had to hide it.. i couldnt wait to go home and for the past few days all i can do is think about it and cry i havent really been ttc for the last 2 months becasue i never went to get my thrombophilia tests done since my 2nd m/c cuz im a chicken and scared that i will pass out from all the blood vials... im just a mess right now

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I am so sorry.
I know how you feel.
This last weekend I met up with some friends, one is pregnant and due 3 weeks before I was. I totally lost it.......I have not stopped crying this last week
hang in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you know the cause of your m/c?
you should get tested, it's not that bad. This way if they find sometihing, they can treat it and you can go on and have a healthy baby.

I did all the tests and I hate giving blood.
Unfortuntely for me I lost my twins at different times, and one had downs syndrome.

I hope everything works out for you..

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I am so sorry you are dealing with this. As hard as it was to see those babies, maybe it will help you push yourself to go and take care of your bloodwork so that you can get back on track with TTC.

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Hang in there; we're all here for you.