My biggest fear

My biggest fear is that something is inherently wrong with my body that I can't sustain a pregnancy.

I had a multiple miscarraige panel after my first mc. It was clean. Regardless, they put me on extra folic acid and baby aspirin. It didn't work.

What if there is something wrong with me and they never find it? The doctor and my DH insist that people often have multiple mc before going on to healthy full term pregnancies, but I don't believe it.

How will I ever get through this week?

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I'm sorry you are feeling this way

I think it is normal and we all have felt something similar

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I worry about that all the time. I'm just starting to TTC again and I've lost all of the excitement of last time. I'm so nervous for something to go wrong again.

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I'm scared of this too. I've had 2 losses back to back and cannot imagine a third. I had the full panel as well and nothing was found to be wrong.

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I am scared too. D & C's are traumatic! They can't be good for your body, how many can one woman go through. It take a bit of our souls each time I think
for you

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I think once you have had more than 1 loss it's unavoidable to feel that way.

I had two mc's in 4 months, I thought for sure it wasn't going to happen for us. That I would never be able to hold a healthy pregnancy, there was something wrong with my eggs/his sperm...etc etc
You name it, I suspected it.

But now on my 3rd try I'm 4 months pregnant! I hope my story gives you a little hope.

There are actually quite a few women on the pregnancy board that have had multiple losses, they always made me feel more hopeful during my losses.

Message edited 4/9/2009 11:04:02 AM.

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alot of us feel this way.. and its normal.. especially after having more than 1 loss.. its just so unbearable..
i am so sorry that this is happening to you..

are you seeing a RE?
i decided to see one after my 2nd loss.. he did other testing besieds the workup..

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That my biggest fear as well. I spoke to my doctor and the next time I get pregnant they want to keep a close eye on me.

My first pregnancy I miscarried at 8-9 weeks. This time I started to miscarry after a few days of getting BFP. My beta levels kept rising so they think (they are not 100% sure) it was an ectopic pregnancy. I had to be given a shot to fully end the pregnancy.

I have to wait until June/July to try again. The waiting game is the worst.