I am sorry for your losses. It really is so tough to go through this and as you approach those DD.
I had two miscarriages last yr too. It was tough, and as every month went by all I could think about was where I was suppose to be with each pregnancy.
It is terrible to have to go through this. i'm sorry!
I remember being in your position and being terrified to get pregnant again or having to go through another m/c again.
My 3rd pregnancy was a success, and I am now 30 weeks pregnant. There are so many women who were on this board and had Multiple M/c and now have gone on to have a successful pregnancy. IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN FOR YOU, stay positive!!!!
im so sorry..i cant say it will get easier or u will forget cause i dont think we do..we just have to move on even though we feel like we cant..and in the end its all worth it