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This week has been so hard on me. I have no answers yet and wont for at least a couple months. I am not sure what we can or will do next but everything for now is definately on hold.

For almost 4 years now I have been saving DS stuff. Today I bought new bins to pack more stuff away. The angry and hopeless part of me feels like just getting rid of everything. But I just can't accept this yet.

But seeing all this baby stuff and knowing its there and I may never get to use it again is driving me crazy.


AAARRRRGGGHHH!!!!!

Thanks... feel a bit better now.

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UGGHHH...

Since I dont have a child yet I dont understand some of what your feeling, but I know your desire for a baby is the same as mine and everyone elses fighting this battle, so for that I feel awful for you

I know your like me and that means, NOT STOPPING in this stupid journey until we get what we desire...so on a positive note, although this can tear at your core and rip at your soul, you do have time, you are considered young and no matter how hard the days, months, possibly years will be....you have good friends here who will stick by you and be there for you. Unfortunatly thats all I can offer you right now in terms of coping with this....

OMG-Do ya think I have enough HORMONES IN ME? LOL

Corny Post over ( but I do mean it!)

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i'm so sorry. try really hard to not think about the packed stuff. once it's packed that's it, do not go into bins until you have your next baby. please don't torture yourself looking at and thinking about the bins. it's like reopening a wound everytime.

sending you so many

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Man, this stinks....I feel for you girl! Really now - it's time for this to happen for you, me....and all the girls on this board!

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I know exactly how you feel, we just put my daughters summer clothes away for the next baby, but after a year of trying it doesnt look like the next one is coming..... we also redid our house recently adding "the babys room" i keep the door closed.

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that never even occurred to me - that $ucks - I can't imagine how hard that might be

I am so sorry

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I completely understand how you feel.

I had a baby shower before I had my son and when he passed away, I still had all his baby stuff STILL IN BOXES in my house. I put them all in the room we prepared for him and its just sitting there, waiting for me to be pregnant. I understand the frustration!

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AH crap Pauline that beats my M&Ms problem that's for sure...

All I can give are hugs and prayers for success in time....

Oh and a little baby dust never hurts.

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