I woke up this morning laying on my stomach and my first thought was... "should I be laying like this .. is it ok for the baby?!"
Then I thought about everything that had happened.. and you know how you have a dream that feels very real? I was trying to decide if everything that had happened with my son with a dream. Then I realized it wasn't.
I had 20 seconds this morning of *thinking* I was still pregnant.
Tomorrow will be a month since my d&e. When will it just sink in already?!
