Going out on a limb and asking this....

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Re: Going out on a limb and asking this....

Posted by monkeybride

Rachel I was you. Maybe not for the same reasons but I was not at all attached to this being inside me. For me it was because I was too afraid that something would go wrong and I would not actually come home with a healthy baby so my thinking was if I didn't let myself become attachted then I could deal with this if it happened (silly but its how I thought).
I also couldn't imagine feeling what everyone said I would/should feel. I knew I would love her but would I love her enough?
Let me just tell you that the second you hear your baby cry and they place her in your arms you will never want to let her go. It is a love that cannot even be described, a love and an emotion I never imagined I could feel.
I am a semi closed person and not overly affectionate at all but my daughter helps me be a better person. When we're alone she brings out a side of me no one else gets to see.
I truly adore her and love her so much that I just don't know how I will ever have another baby and love it enough.
You will be a great mom and you will love your baby.

I don't think I could have said this any better, you described my feelings exactly, I got all teary eyed just reading it! Let me assure you that if you do have more, the love just expands!!! I waited 7 years to have another because of those very feelings! Chat Icon