I cannot believe I am even typing this and I am barely able to function but I have received so many FM's from you all and so many comments that I had to post my update.
I have had another miscarriage. When I went to the office yesterday they couldn't find a heartbeat and my world is destroyed. I was so stressed about the CVS results that I never thought I would have another miscarriage and even with the bleeding yesterday I kept promising myself that it was something else but it was not. My baby is gone and with it my last chance of ever adding to my family. I am living a double life at the moment as my kids don't know I was pregnant so life goes on for them but for me and my DH its in turmoil.
I thank you all from the bottom of my broken heart for all your messages of support, prayers and good wishes. I wish each and every one of you safe and healthy pregnancies and I know when you are in the middle of them they are sometimes not so nice with morning sickness etc but at the end of the day be happy your baby is healthy as you never know the second your lives will be changed forever.
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I woke up early this morning with red blood in my underwear and its been on and off since then...sometimes heavy and sometimes not.
I am going to my OB at 11.30 and am freaking out...my CVS results are due back this afternoon so its not like I dont have enough to stress about
I had a miscarriage last year but it was a missed miscarriage so I didn't have any bleeding just the heart beat was no longer there.
I had a transabdominal CVS so I dont think I am supposed to bleed after that.
I am SO scared and cannot believe this is happening now.
