I can't even find the words I was hoping this was it for you and waiting all week for your update. Does Dr.B suspect what may have been the problem? I am so sorry this wasn't it!! I know this probably won't make you feel better now probably nothing will ... but you are one cycle closer to the one that WILL work!!
How stinky. Negatives simply suck. No way around it. Take some time to do something for you, something that makes you happy, something that doesn't revolve around your IF calendar. Life's too short for this.