Tomorrow at 8am the Pulminologist will do a scope of my lungs and take a bit of the growth to see whats what. I cant deny that I am a bit afraid.
I would be more worried about you if you weren't. I think it is perfectly normal to be afraid. You have been though so much already. We are all praying with all our might for you.
You are always in my prayers Deb --- praying that the tests turn out to be nothing so that you can just get better and go home to your sweet little man!!