Finding out boy or girl on Monday...and SOOOO nervous..

Ugh, i dunno why..i mean i have a boy and a girl already..i have a secret preference over which id rather have another of, but i honestly just am praying for a healthy baby as cliche as that sounds..
My dh is making me a nervous wreck though..my ds is from my first marriage, and he is DESPERATE for his "own" son, as close as him and my ds are..i feel like if this is a girl, hes gonna want to have another which i cant even imagine..And i also feel like if its not a boy, he will somehow be dissapointed..and make me feel bad in turn..
part of me doesnt even wanna find out..basically because of all of this..i just want to try and enjoy the rest of my pregnancy...and accept whatever G'd has given us, as His next step for our family..KWIM?
Anyway, nothing to ask really, just wanted to vent.

Re: Finding out boy or girl on Monday...and SOOOO nervous..

i'm sure you'll all be very happy with the news on monday!! don't be worried!! can't wait to hear what is!!!

Re: Finding out boy or girl on Monday...and SOOOO nervous..

Posted by bonitachyc

i'm sure you'll all be very happy with the news on monday!! don't be worried!! can't wait to hear what is!!!

Re: Finding out boy or girl on Monday...and SOOOO nervous..

I can feel for that. This is my first but I still kinda feel like I need to get the boy "out of the way" so I can give my DH his son... I am afraid I will be an all girl baby machine and feel pressure to KEEP having kids even though I really only want 2. (Even though I know it's HIS sperm that decide, lol)