Thanks everyone. Jen, you know me too well. Today sucks. My heart is aching more than I expected it to--- and I'm feeling more than ever as though it's never going to happen. Thank you for all of your thoughts, prayers and hugs. They're appreciated more than you know.
Thank you again everyone. I have never been so glad to put a day, and a period of my life behind me (as much as possible). This new day brought a new beginning.... now to just figure out the next steps.