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rose825
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I am mad as He**
So I am 8dp3dt and I am freakin spotting. This f***kin sucks. Now I know you all are thinking it could be implantation spotting but my first two cycles I started spotting 8-9days after transfer.
So I am not posting for prayers or baby dust. I just needed to share that I am freakin ******. I just dont believe this. Two perfect freakin embryos...yeah right!!! I know we have all been through this, the why me?, how does everyone else just oops get pregnant etc. But I am reliving everyone one of those feelings right now. I know there are worse things that could happen and I am sooooo lucky for what I have already, but c'mon....
I am just devestated. I dont want to see anyone, dont want to talk to anyone, I just want to get in my bed and stay there. But I cant and while that pisses me off too, I know its a good thing.
DH wont be home until midnight and then he is working a double tomorrow so I wont be able to see him. I am goign to my parents now but I know they will say all the wrong things so I am preparing myself for that.
Anyway, I know I am rambling, so thanks for listening if you are still reading. I am just soooo ******
And why the heck are they blurring out pizzed... arent we all adults. Since when is that a bad word??
Message edited 9/11/2006 5:44:47 PM.
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michele31
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Re: I am mad as He**
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robcoll1002
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Colleen
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Re: I am mad as He**
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| Posted 9/11/06 6:10 PM |
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joenick
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Valerie...aka...Do Me A Favor?
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Re: I am mad as He**
I am still praying for you though. When do you go back to the doctor??
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| Posted 9/11/06 6:12 PM |
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rose825
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Re: I am mad as He**
and to add insult to injury... I just got home to my 5K credit card bill.
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| Posted 9/11/06 7:13 PM |
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BigB
C & J are 10!
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Stacey
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Re: I am mad as He**
Pauline,
All I have for you today is  and know that we are here for you!
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| Posted 9/11/06 8:01 PM |
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dm24angel
Happiness
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Donna
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Re: I am mad as He**
Is there ANY way it could be nothing? JUST because you have spotted previously, you KNOW that it means nothing?!?!?!?!
But I understand how you sometimes "know" ...SI I wont try to sugarcoat it.
I think I too would want to crawl into bed and cry and sleep.
Can you take any time off work? Like one day? Can someone babysit for Ryan? I think you need 24 hours at least alone to not have to do the day to responsibilities and feel like crap which you are entitled to!!
Is there anything we can do for you????
Im so sorry Pauline. I will keep praying for you, but I do understand a little how your feeling and I cant imagine how bad it hurts.
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| Posted 9/11/06 8:11 PM |
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leighla
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Lauren
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Re: I am mad as He**
I'm giving you hugs and prayers anyway!
Hoping this is the exception that proves the rule.
Hang in there.
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| Posted 9/11/06 8:12 PM |
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mrsmck
Be a big girl!
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Donna
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Re: I am mad as He**
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| Posted 9/11/06 8:13 PM |
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Red
spring is in the air
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helen
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Re: I am mad as He**
I am so sorry -
Is there any test the hospital can do to prove your fears wrong? I'm only asking because I don;t know, but if there is any way to stay positive, try to do it
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| Posted 9/11/06 8:45 PM |
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Tah-wee-ZAH
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Re: I am mad as He**
I can't imagine what you are feeling right now. You must feel at your wits end. I can understand that you probably just want to crawl into a hole and tell the world to @#$% off. What a rollercoaster ride.
I truly am praying that your gut is wrong and by some miracle it is implantation spotting
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| Posted 9/11/06 8:46 PM |
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partyof6
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LisaW
Time for me to FLY!
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Did I ever tell you that I hate people?
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Re: I am mad as He**
Pauline, I am so sorry that you are dealing with this...
What did your RE say about the last times you were spotting?
Did they try to figure out why that is happening?
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| Posted 9/11/06 8:52 PM |
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rose825
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Re: I am mad as He**
I honestly dont remember exactly, I know I asked if I should take mroe prgesterone and he said the amount that I was taking should be mroe than enough and there was no proof that any more would do anything. I dont think its that though because I didnt spot after my FET with my chemical.
I did email him today to see if I can come in for bloodwork to see why this is happening.
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LisaW
Time for me to FLY!
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Did I ever tell you that I hate people?
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Re: I am mad as He**
Ask him about wearing an estrogen patch after tx...
and ask him to do some b/w...
a thrombophilia panel at least
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| Posted 9/11/06 9:01 PM |
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rose825
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Re: I am mad as He**
I will , thanks
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| Posted 9/11/06 9:03 PM |
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dm24angel
Happiness
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Re: I am mad as He**
I know you said no prayers but had to get those in there!
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| Posted 9/11/06 9:05 PM |
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Phyl
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Re: I am mad as He**
I'm so sorry this is happening and getting you so upset! I too am just going to throw some in there for good thoughts.
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| Posted 9/11/06 9:18 PM |
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bayla
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Re: I am mad as He**
hang in there!!
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| Posted 9/11/06 9:47 PM |
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karacg
Babygirl is 4!
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Re: I am mad as He**
You KNOW that the bleeding can be a sign of many things - not JUST what it has been in the past. I am hoping and praying that it is a good sign this time around and will have you - and newcomer and lauren - in my prayers tonight.
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| Posted 9/11/06 10:25 PM |
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Jenziba
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Re: I am mad as He**
I am so sorry Pauline...
I really don't have any other words to try and make you feel better...I just want to let you know that I care...
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| Posted 9/11/06 10:48 PM |
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Gertyrae
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Re: I am mad as He**
That's all I can give you right now.....
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| Posted 9/12/06 7:02 AM |
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krashnburn
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| Posted 9/12/06 7:51 AM |
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LaurenExp
Waiting patiently for baby sis
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Re: I am mad as He**
too bad, you are getting baby dust and prayers anyway! 
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Donna
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Re: I am mad as He**
I'm sorry Pauline - I hope today is a better today.
I'm here if you need anything!!
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