I am so done- pity party for one please

I have not gotten more than 45 mins of uniterrupted sleep in 4 nights! I actually beat dh with a pillow around 4 am, because he looked so peaceful and happy sleeping, and its just not fair!!This carpal tunnel is so painful, its actually starting to hurt in my elbow now, and the pain wont go away sometimes for hours no matter how much I move, shake, walk around the house...Im so swollen, and uncomfortable, even laying down hurts, and when I do lay down, my arms go numb!!


I just have this overall not well feeling, I cant figure out what it is, I just dont feel myself. I have to pee every 20 mins and everytime I go I hope to see some spotting or some other sign that labor is coming, I know it would be better for ds to stay in a few more weeks, but I really cant take it anymore

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hang in there. there is a light at the end of the tunnel! that baby has to come out sooner or later!!

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I am so sorry! I've been there. I cried day after day when I was pregnant with my DD because I was just so miserable. I even did everything possible to get her out! LOL Just hang in there. I truly believe that that is the reason why we're pregnant for so long. So that we get to the point where we'll do whatever it takes to get them out! (meaning that we're ready!LOL)

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Posted by bicosi

I am so sorry! I've been there. I cried day after day when I was pregnant with my DD because I was just so miserable. I even did everything possible to get her out! LOL Just hang in there. I truly believe that that is the reason why we're pregnant for so long. So that we get to the point where we'll do whatever it takes to get them out! (meaning that we're ready!LOL)

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How many weeks are you?

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i know - i feel your pain!!! these last few weeks are the WORST!!! The whole pregnancy went by so fast for me and now I feel like time has just stopped and I've been in my last month forever!!

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Posted by mia818

How many weeks are you?

34, but it has been the hardest pregnancy I could ever imagine

Had severe morning sickness, lost 15lbs the first trimester, I still have not gained it all back yet. Then had a blood clot at the end of week 21 , spent 8 days in the hospital. At 22 weeks while I was still in the hospital they discovered I was in preterm labor. I get my blood drawn every other week to check if its at the right clotting level. Spent 10 weeks on bedrest. Had to wake myself up every 6 hours to take medication to stop contractions. I inject myself twice a day with blood thinner. Ive had an internal sonogram every other week since week 22 to check my short cervix. Now my dr is concerned with my blood pressure, so for the past 10 days I have been taking my bp at home every 8 hours, and writing it down, so I can bring it with my to my weekly appointments. This past monday baby decided to slow down his movement, which brought me back to the drs office to be monitored, he finally started moving after the dr vigorously shook my belly. The swelling is unreal, and the morning sickness never really went away, I still vomit pretty regularly, not as bad as the first 18 weeks, but at least once a day.... I know its all worth it, and I would totally do it all again for but I am just so done..I am starting to feel like I am going to carry this baby forever..I am being induced sometime around 38-39 weeks, because of the blood thinner,unless I go into labor on my own before then, if I do my drs wont stop it. So I know I am almost there...just getting antsy I guess