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leighla
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Lauren
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I'm so upset...
I was so conviced this was our month. My temps were great - none below the coverline and even a slight dip at 8 DPO.
I've been exhausted and hungry ALL the time. So apparently I'm going to be fat with mono now!!
I definitely got my hopes up this month for an early Christmas present for me.
TBAF came last night and I lost it. I couldn't stop crying. Then I was hoping it was just spotting and this morning she was back with avengance.
DH has been great, but I feel so alone and miserable. I just feel like sitting and crying all day but I don't want to ruin Christmas either.
This s ucks. 
Thanks for listening.
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Marcie
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Re: I'm so upset...
Oh Lauren, I am so sorry 
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| Posted 12/17/05 10:15 AM |
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VirginiaDeb
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Re: I'm so upset...
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| Posted 12/17/05 10:16 AM |
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beachgirl13
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Re: I'm so upset...
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| Posted 12/17/05 10:26 AM |
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lvdolphins
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Re: I'm so upset...
I am so sorry! As you saw in my previous thread, I thought this was it too..Ive been so tired, crazy!
Im off to the dr. this AM cuz now I have a cold and it went into my dam eye! Im definitley mentioning to her, ive been exhausted! I hate having no energy! TBAF came and went so I dont know what the h e l l is going on!
ETA: Baby Dust for next month!!!
Message edited 12/17/2005 10:32:56 AM.
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| Posted 12/17/05 10:32 AM |
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chris
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Re: I'm so upset...
I am so sorry. I totally understand how you feel. For whatever reason getting AF around Christmas hit me harder than the past 3 months. Thinking how cool it would have been to tell everyone around the holiday. Here is hoping New Years will bring us all luck!! Lots of Baby dust to you!!!!
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| Posted 12/17/05 10:32 AM |
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CookiePuss
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Re: I'm so upset...
I'm so sorry Lauren....
You cry all you want...you aren't going to ruin Christmas.
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| Posted 12/17/05 10:33 AM |
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kat813
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Kathleen
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Re: I'm so upset...
I'm so sorry Lauren and sending you lots of hugs. I remember I was the same exact way last Christmas as it does definitely hit you very hard around that time. I remember coming home Xmas eve and balling while DH was sleeping.
I wish you the best of luck and try to stay positive.
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| Posted 12/17/05 11:06 AM |
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casey31
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Re: I'm so upset...
Lauren- I'm so sorry! Your day WILL come- and I know its frustrating and feels out of your control....but it WILL happen. You have every right to feel sad, angry, whatever. I'm sorry!
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| Posted 12/17/05 11:34 AM |
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kelswiss
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Re: I'm so upset...
I'm so sorry...
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| Posted 12/17/05 12:33 PM |
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NS1976
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Re: I'm so upset...
This post sounds exactly like my post from last week. I know how your feeling, to the tee. It hits soooo hard at christmas time, I guess we get our hopes up due to christmas miracles. I feel the same as you...please know that you have people around you who TOTALLY understand where you are coming from and how you feel. It helps somewhat. You are in my thoughts and prayers as is everyone else going through this.
Cry all you want by the way, your definately entitled. I have finally learned that lesson!
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| Posted 12/17/05 12:41 PM |
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doggielover
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Re: I'm so upset...
I am so sorry, lets hope for lots of BFP's in 2006!
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| Posted 12/17/05 1:12 PM |
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Sassyz75
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Re: I'm so upset...
I'm sorry
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| Posted 12/17/05 1:58 PM |
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MommyofG
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Re: I'm so upset...
Lauren, I know how you feel. I actually started to convince myself - nah I dont want a baby to trick my body, LOL , they say things happen when you least expect them, sometimes its with this too. GL lots of and I hope you get a big fat positive very soon! Hey the New Year may bring very good things to you!
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| Posted 12/17/05 2:40 PM |
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mskimmy98
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Re: I'm so upset...
Lauren I am so sorry...
It will happen to you.. I will keep you in my prayers 
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| Posted 12/17/05 3:06 PM |
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dooodles
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Re: I'm so upset...
Lauren,
I am so,so sorry Cry it out - it is a great release.
I had some higher hopes for this month and actually drank the night away at my company holiday party a few nights ago!
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| Posted 12/17/05 4:41 PM |
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pkashansky
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Re: I'm so upset...
SO sorry
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| Posted 12/17/05 4:42 PM |
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2kids2cats
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Re: I'm so upset...
Sorry
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| Posted 12/17/05 7:08 PM |
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luvsun27
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Re: I'm so upset...
Lauren...I'm so sorry.
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| Posted 12/17/05 7:19 PM |
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neenie
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Re: I'm so upset...
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| Posted 12/17/05 7:38 PM |
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boosh1002
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Re: I'm so upset...
I am so sorry!!!
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| Posted 12/17/05 7:50 PM |
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DebG
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Re: I'm so upset...
I am so sorry AF found you
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| Posted 12/17/05 8:07 PM |
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rose825
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Re: I'm so upset...
Lauren, I am so sorry, this TTC thing is hard enough but the holdidays are supposed to bring joy, so the sadness and disappointment hurts even worse.
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| Posted 12/17/05 9:04 PM |
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Diane
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Re: I'm so upset...
Im so sorry
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| Posted 12/18/05 8:14 AM |
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leighla
Support Cancer Research
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Lauren
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Re: I'm so upset...
Thanks girls. I tried to push through yesterday, put some Christmas music on and bake cookies. It helped a little.
I just can't believe that we had no baby in 2005. I was hoping to already have a baby in my arms by now and it seems so unattainable to me.
I kept setting goals for myself - before I was 30 (that happened in June), before our anniversary (October), Thanksgiving (our miscarriage) and Christmas (TBAF!!)
So, no more goals. I'm just going to take each month as it comes and hope for the best.
I wish all of you lots of baby dust too. It's so nice to have this support group.
Thanks.
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| Posted 12/18/05 9:27 AM |
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