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dm24angel
Happiness
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Donna
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my turn to panic
Im feeling so anxious.
All I do is cry. I know The hormones are building up in me cause I have been crying for days over anything and everything.
Im so scared of this cycle. Im afraid what Im feeling is PMS.
I was FINE..I was...I swear...now suddenly..I just want time to STOP.
I dont want to decide when to POAS, or when not to..or if AF will show and the decisions...the hard decisions I have to make..And Im scared of being optimistic...cause whats the sense it just makes the fall worse...
Why cant time just stop when we need it to?
sorry....so emotional lately...I needed to tell someone who would understand 
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juju
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Re: my turn to panic
 I know exactly how you feel! These past two weeks.....I have been crying non stop! I am so exhausted from it and I am getting headaches. I cannot help but think....'when are these tears going to go away!' I feel your pain and the women on these boards have been wonderful! This is one of the few places where I feel like others care. Feel free to vent! I hope you feel better and that you will recieve your BFP soon!
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| Posted 5/8/06 8:36 PM |
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Re: my turn to panic
Donna when is AF due???
I cant even say I know what you are going through but I know you and Danny want a child more than anything and I hope and pray that it happens soon for you.
I am thinking postive for you WE ALL ARE
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| Posted 5/8/06 9:19 PM |
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dm24angel
Happiness
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Re: my turn to panic
Posted by MamaNDaddyof2
Donna when is AF due???
I cant even say I know what you are going through but I know you and Danny want a child more than anything and I hope and pray that it happens soon for you.
I am thinking postive for you WE ALL ARE
SEE..that just made me CRY! 
But I thank you so much for your ggood wishes, it means so much to me!
Af is due Thursday, the 11th.
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| Posted 5/8/06 9:24 PM |
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CkGm
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Re: my turn to panic
STAY AWAY AF!!!!!! 
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| Posted 5/8/06 9:34 PM |
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leighla
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Re: my turn to panic
We're all pulling for you Donna!!
I'm so hoping you get on the preggo board this month!!!
I know what you mean about the emotions. I've definitely been spiraling downward a bit this cycle and overly emotional for no real reason.
We all have rough patches. Hang in there!! I know you can be strong and get through this!!
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| Posted 5/8/06 10:06 PM |
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LisaW
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| Posted 5/8/06 10:13 PM |
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rose825
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Re: my turn to panic
where have I been these past 2 hours!!!!! OK, this means its my turn to be sane.
If time stood still we would never get what we want. All these heartaches will be worth it some day and make it even more special. You will get through this. Of course I am sooooo rooting for your BFP, but I know how you hate idealism. You have survived so much worse, you will get through this no matter what.
Now stop that crying!!!! Oh helll, who am I to talk. Cry all you want. You have earned it. If you need a crying buddy let me know, it doesnt take much here either. But you usually dont cry as much as me so I am hoping this is a good sign. How are those boobs doing???
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| Posted 5/8/06 10:24 PM |
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karacg
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Re: my turn to panic
Pauline is so right, Donna.
Time cannot stand still and all we can do is march on. I am hoping that you get a BFP but you know we are here for you no matter what...
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| Posted 5/8/06 10:42 PM |
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Gertyrae
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Re: my turn to panic
Donna, I am so sorry for you. I know how much you want this and I am really praying that you get a BFP this month. You truly deserve it after all you have been through.
Keep your chin up and remember when you have your baby this will all have been worth it.
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| Posted 5/9/06 7:05 AM |
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Diane
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jeandan
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Re: my turn to panic
cry and vent all you want. Sometimes getting it out is the best thing for you, and everyone here is your support for anything you need. feel better
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| Posted 5/9/06 7:46 AM |
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dm24angel
Happiness
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Re: my turn to panic
Thanks everyone
I did know you would all understand.
I think its the loss of control thats getting to me. During the "Break" we had I finally felt in control again of my life, maybe it was all an illusion though.
I havent been temping, but I said what the hell and did it this morning and it was VERY low so Im guessing AF will show tommorow probably a day early.
I guess some months are just harder then others.
Thanks agin, your advice and listening to me whine means so much to me.
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| Posted 5/9/06 7:56 AM |
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Jenziba
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| Posted 5/9/06 8:36 AM |
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alexadt
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CookiePuss
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Re: my turn to panic
I don't have any real advice....just lots of and tons of
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| Posted 5/9/06 8:54 AM |
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krashnburn
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rose825
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Re: my turn to panic
it aint over yet!
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| Posted 5/9/06 10:17 AM |
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calendargrl
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Tah-wee-ZAH
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Re: my turn to panic
I'm sorry Donna. There are good days and bad days, but yes, the bad days seem to last forever and with every cycle the highs seems higher and the lows lower.
Chin up!!
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| Posted 5/9/06 3:56 PM |
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dm24angel
Happiness
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Re: my turn to panic
I tested tonight...BFN 
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| Posted 5/9/06 7:25 PM |
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Tah-wee-ZAH
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Re: my turn to panic
Posted by dm24angel
I tested tonight...BFN
I'm so sorry 
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| Posted 5/9/06 7:27 PM |
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dm24angel
Happiness
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Donna
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Re: my turn to panic
Posted by Tah-wee-ZAH
Posted by dm24angel
I tested tonight...BFN
I'm so sorry
I freaked out. Im so so tired of this. Not the appointments, not the medications...JUST the dissapointment and the waiting. Thats what is too much. Those five minutes staring at that test...waiting.... its breaking my heart. I know Im young, I will be 31 next week , I have time, but why then do I feel like time is slipping away from me. HOW do I not feel like "why me?" when thats all I feel?
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