Crazy bad, or crazy good?

Crazy stupid: Agreed to start dating a friend of many years whom I LOVED but knew wasn't right for me, at leats not then, because I thought that as his gf I'd have enough influence to help him with his problems (He manipulated me into thinking this, since we were friends for so long he KNEW me like the back of his hand...then he cheated on me the entire time)...

Crazy good: Spent 4 years of college lonely, watching everyone else with bfs and gfs and hookups, while I racked up a long distance bill and lived for every 3rd weekend.