Girl, you ARE a mommy. You have begun and mastered the art of sacrifice and you do it with grace and an amazing sense of humor. The only thing you need is lil Joey in your arms and you got like 59 HOURS until that becomes a reality...
That said, you have every right to feel like you do...but that light isn't at the end of a long tunnel anymore, it's soooo freakin' close!
I haven't been on in a while Deb so, I'm not sure what happened, but I'm sure you are doing what is best for your little boy because you are his amazingly strong mommy!! You are more then entitled to a pity party if you need it!!!!!