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maymama
my little loves
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
Posted by Bean08
Well, the above post was written by me...
My name is Jillian, and last November I suffered a full-term loss...At 38 weeks 3 days, my daughter Sarah Marie's heart stopped beating. I don't know if anyone that is on the board now was here then, so I'm sure many of you wouldn't even know my story. And I'm not writing for sympathy...I'm writing more to share hope and happiness...
These past almost 11 months have been the most heartbreaking and gutwrenching times of my life. But there have been fantastic times too...I've struggled so much with trying to balance my emotions...Sadness over not having Sarah here, but such joy over the fact that our second child will be coming into this world. I guess that maybe I felt the need to come out because I want the joy to be more present...And I feel like being "me" will help to do that...but I'll be honest, I haven't decided which name I will keep posting with! Snowflake09 is in honor of my daughter - My mom saw a sign somewhere that said "Snowflakes are kisses from Angels"...so I always keep that thought with me...as I know that Sarah is always with me...
I know that there are other people on these boards that have suffered losses, and my heart goes out to each and every one...And for those that know pain, I just want you to know that there are brighter days ahead...as hard as it is to sometimes see that...
So, that's my quick little story...now I feel like I can atleast be honest and open on here. 2011 can't come quick enough! 
omg, Jillian, I have tears in my eyes for you      
i PRAY that everything goes smooth. you have a little angel watching over you and  so happy for you!
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dajc23
My Loves :)
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
OMG I"M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED FOR YOU!!
Congratulations!!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:04 PM |
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Oh I'm so sorry to hear that. Your story brought tears to my eyes. But I'm very happy for you that your back. Congratulations!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:08 PM |
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KrisT
Two Boys for Me!!
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I do remember your story and have wondered how you are doing
Congrats on your pregnancy
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:14 PM |
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springsandra
Baby girl has a baby brother!
Member since 11/09 7155 total posts
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Sandra
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
Many prayers for your continued health this pregnancy and for strength and comfort to your grieving heart. 
I feel honored you shared with us, and am so happy you are here to share this pregnancy with us all!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:22 PM |
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Athee
I believe in miracles!
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
congratulations!! i felt the same way about coming out on facebook and here... but its nice to see everyones well wishes!!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:28 PM |
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MrsPJB2007
MBA at your service!
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I remember reading your story last year, and my heart broke for you. 
It is so wonderful to hear that you are pregnant again and I wish you a very healthy remainder of your pregnancy!
Congratulations!!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:29 PM |
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Barbiegrl
So in love with my little man!
Member since 8/09 2618 total posts
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Barbara
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I'm so sorry for your loss! You will always have a guardian angel to watch over you!
So glad your on this board again!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:33 PM |
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MrsS2005
Mom of 3
Member since 11/05 13118 total posts
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I remember your heartbreaking story. I'm so glad you're back on the pregnancy board. Wishing you a very happy and healthy 9 months.
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Torts
LIF Toddler
Member since 9/10 494 total posts
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
Jillian- I am so happy for you! God bless you and your family. I have tears of happiness pouring down my face. You deserve nothing but blessings, amazing gifts, and happiness for the rest of your life. I am so excited for you!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:38 PM |
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Bean08
LIF Adolescent
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
Posted by Lisa982006
I will be praying for you everytime I pray for myself! Even though our stories are different, I know how hard it is to fully embrace a new pregnancy. I didnt come out until 17 weeks b/c I literally started shaking everytime I tried to. Luckily we both have Rachel for encouragement 
I know! She is like a personal cheerleader
I don't really know what made me decide to come out...When I first found out I was pg this time, I thought I would maybe around 16 weeks...then that came and went...maybe 20...nope...But, now, I just feel like I need to embrace the happiness that I should, and do feel...This baby doesn't deserve to grow up in the shadow of my pain, so I think that spreading the happiness is key!
I'll keep thinking of you too!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:48 PM |
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Bean08
LIF Adolescent
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
Just wanted to say thank you to all of your for your well wishes and thoughts!!! It truly means a lot!!!!
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:50 PM |
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FakeOut
LIF Infant
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I remember reading your story last year. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how strong you must be to have handled such a tough situation and still have hope.
I pray that you always feel Sarah's presence in your life guiding you. Lots of well wishes and support with this pregnancy.
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| Posted 10/12/10 4:57 PM |
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Deeluvsvinny
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
Posted by Diana1215
Posted by Michelle1123
I'm not on pregnancy anymore, but I remember you from when I was. I am so very happy for you - lots of prayers for a healthy rest of pregnancy and baby!!!!!
same here, and I am so happy for you! Your sweet angel is watching over you for sure. Lots of hugs, prayers, and good thoughts coming your way!
me too. I'm so happy for you! Congrats! lots of hugs & prayers for you.
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| Posted 10/12/10 5:02 PM |
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jerseychick
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I remember your story from last year. I am sooooo happy for you
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| Posted 10/12/10 5:04 PM |
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JBaby
LIF Adolescent
Member since 9/10 762 total posts
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
As difficult as it was for me to read your story, I am beyond thrilled that you have been given a second chance to celebrate another pregnancy so quickly! My thoughts go out to your little girl and as a PP said we are here to help make this pregnancy as happy and special as could be!
Sending lots of hugsies you
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| Posted 10/12/10 5:11 PM |
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SweetTooth
I'm a tired mommy!
Member since 12/05 20105 total posts
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I remember your story very well. May this beginning of much happiness in your life.
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| Posted 10/12/10 5:12 PM |
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saraH
happy birthday sweet kate!
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I know that God exsists, I held her in my arms...
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best of luck to you.
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I am sorry for your loss and so happy for your new beginning! Best of luck for a happy and healthy pregnancy!
Message edited 10/12/2010 5:20:10 PM.
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inbliss
I'm a mommy to a 2 year old!!!
Member since 1/08 1694 total posts
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I remember your story and have thought about you over the last year. I am so happy that you have come out to celebrate this new LO.
Congratulations to you and DH
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| Posted 10/12/10 5:20 PM |
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ruby
you rang?
Member since 6/08 5573 total posts
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
Wonderful amazing news!!! You deserve to "come out" and celebrate your happiness!! Congratulations!!
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| Posted 10/12/10 6:05 PM |
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TiffanyM
Love my little man!
Member since 9/10 1394 total posts
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Tiffany
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
i'm soooo sorry to hear of your loss.....congrats on your pregnancy and finally coming out
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| Posted 10/12/10 7:23 PM |
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Aristotelina
LIF Adolescent
Member since 7/10 605 total posts
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
Thnk u so much for sharing ur story! I am so sorry u had to go through that! But i amso happy for u and wish you lots of blessings!!!!!!!!!
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Congrats on your pregnancy!
May your little guardian angel watch after their little brother or sister to be!
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MommaBear
Very much in love!
Member since 6/10 2864 total posts
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Angela
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Re: So maybe it's time to come out...
I'm so sorry for the loss of your first daughter but so happy to see your positive attitude toward all of this! Glad everything is going well with this pregnancy and I will keep you in my prayers.
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